I am not resentful of much - I promise. But there is one thing. Tall, long, and all - on white paper with tacky little numbers that stare out at me on a regular basis. And the worst part about it is that I need it. We have a love hate relationship. I love myself when the list is smaller, or complete, and I hate myself when I let a day go by without being able to cross out at least one thing. To Do Lists are the pits - and my list runs my life.
I have always been ambitious. And in my youth, I was known for taking on more than I can handle. But I thought that I worked through those issues. I normally don't question myself, but sometimes, on days where the list is in its prime and towering - I wonder if I am a victim of overdoing it.
One of my best qualities is my abilities to multi-task. Doing more than one thing at a time is an art form that I have cultivated in my life and I am almost always happy with the results. What's on my list for this week? Mostly researching for new stories that have been assigned. And of course more market requests for the editorial shoot that I am styling. Today, I looked on the list and saw that I actually accomplished all but one item on the tasks that I have designated for today. This is fabulous news!
So maybe my list isn't that intimidating. Maybe I am being overly confident because I focused today. Either way, I am not looking forward to tackling tomorrow's portion.
So maybe my list isn't that intimidating. Maybe I am being overly confident because I focused today. Either way, I am not looking forward to tackling tomorrow's portion.
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